Working it out

So I'm feeling better. Way better then yesterday. I just need to remember to keep everything in perspective and I need to write here to vent things before they get so dam muddled up in my head.

I'm not great, but I am WAY less frustrated. I am still a little overwhelmed though.

My weight is up again. Sad day. But I'm on points! Unlike the days before! And there seems to be a 2 day delay in weight change. So in theory, tomorrow I will be down.

We'll see.

AHHHHGGGGHHHHH!

Original Weight: 293
Last Weight: 263
Current Weight: 258 ish
Change in Weight: 5
Mood: Great!

Haha! I am recording less and less.

I am SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED!! I am so fed up right now! M&D do nothing!! J&C are moving out, buy spending their last few weeks being obnoxious!

I want to move to LA! I want to start a new life! I want to grow up! I want to lose weight! I want a boyfriend! I want so much and I SWEAR I will make it happen!