So I'm feeling better. Way better then yesterday. I just need to remember to keep everything in perspective and I need to write here to vent things before they get so dam muddled up in my head.
I'm not great, but I am WAY less frustrated. I am still a little overwhelmed though.
My weight is up again. Sad day. But I'm on points! Unlike the days before! And there seems to be a 2 day delay in weight change. So in theory, tomorrow I will be down.