Friday, February 27, 2009

Long Time, No Post and Losing Motivation

Original Weight: 293
Last Weight: 272
Current Weight: 272
Change in Weight: 0
Lbs to Goal 2 Weight: 4
Goal 2 Prize: Mom pays for my dreaded speeding ticket without complaint.
Lbs to Goal 3 Weight: 9
Goal 3 Prize: New Summer Outfit or jeans
Current Points Used Today: 41!
Current Week Points Left: 9!
Current Activity Points Today: 2
Current Activity Weekly Total: 14
Total Activity Points: 133
Current Mood: Eh..

I know it has been a long time since I have written, but I am just losing my patience, I'm losing my motivation, I'm losing my sanity.

I'm still going, but I have had a BAD week. I'm mean, look, I am down to 9 weekly points and usually I don't break 30!! I just mad at life and my parents and myself and EVERYTHING!!! It's just a bad week right?! That is what I keep telling myself. Maybe (hopefully) next week will be much better.

Maybe I should hang around the boards. I don't know. It's rough. Maybe I should talk to J, she is one of my partners in this! I just don't feel like weighing her down with my whiny ways. And that is how I feel, whiny. I can do this, and I know I can, I just don't feel like doing it right now, and therefore, I am whiny.

And I've lost 21lbs! That is huge!! HUGE!! And I am so happy about that, I am, really! But it's just starting to feel so very....annoying. I'll figure it out. Like I said, it's a bad week.

1 comment:

  1. Come On Em, I know you can do this- think of the speeding ticket! The Baha'i 19 day fast started today, so I might be dropping in more often than usual fro inspiration. Even when you're having a bad week you make me feel good about my own attempts to live healthier.