A New Person and Slowing Down

Original Weight: 293
Last Weight: 280
Current Weight: 280
Change in Weight: 0
Lbs to Goal 1 Weight: 4
Goal 1 Prize: New Dress Pants
Lbs to Goal 2 Weight: 12
Goal 2 Prize: Mom pays for my dreaded speeding ticket without complaint.
Current Points Used Today: 42.5
Current Week Points Left: 9
Current Activity Points Today: 12
Current Activity Weekly Total: 33
Total Activity Points: 66
Current Mood: Good!

So yesterday after the mega huge dinner, I opted to eat nothing unless absolutly desperate. I got close once, but I held off. So this morning I was so very scared my weight was going to go up, but low and behold, it went down. However, I am still hovering in 280.

I was good today, lunch was a bit big, but I made sure to have a small dinner. And at the movie, I just had water, no snack. I actually can't remember the last time I went to the movie theatre and had no snack. It's very strange. But you know what, I didn't miss it. The movie was not made better or worse by the addition or subtraction of snacks. Although the pop corn did smell quite yummy at one point. But again, I got past that.

You know it used to be that if I didn't have food, I felt like I was missing out on something. I am slowly becoming this new person that doesn't need to define herself by food. I love this new person I am becoming. I am more confident and happy as this person. More then I ever was as the old person.

I do hate that I am down to a slow losing rate, so I exercised like hell tonight. I didn't push it, or at least I didn't feel like I pushed it. And I feel great!! And I think I am going to have to stick to exercising at this time, it works better for me. I feel better both emotionally and physically. The mornings are too much of a drain on me.

Hopefully this will pay off tomorrow!!